With Desiree ;) probably my closest classmate in class for the past 3 years!

anyway i realized that whenever i start to feel attached to someone, this person will become someone dear and special to me, then i will tend to lean towards the person more and become more crazy over that person. It doesn mean that it must be my boipren, it can just be my best friend sheila like how i became a little paranoid over her when she's busy and not taking the initiative to talk to me. then i will feel all uneasy or hv thoughts like 'we are drifting apart', and this post is really general its not pointing or directing to anyone in particular its just about me. me. me. so i really hate this part about me because i need the attention from the people i feel attached to and when i don't get the attention from people, i will feel uncomfortable and will tend to try to gain their attention which makes people feel irritated. i know i'm like this, and i've been constantly reminding myself that this shouldn be the way bc it is simply childish why.. am i so needy? but i'm still feeling v contented so errr this post is actually quite redundant but ovellzx